Hey guys,

I just don't want to tell anyone as they will want me to take time out of work which I cant do or afford.

I have been feeling great well not great but good and now its came and bit me on the bum.

I have wrote and wrote and wrote but nothing is making me happier.

I am in bed as I am soooo tired. I am going out with my Sister..... they just think my tablets are making me sleepy.... none of my family know about anything. Its a wee secret I have to keep to myself.

I just got a wee text from a counselling service I have been put forward to. I have an app on 5th Oct