Sending you a HUGE hug. This will pass, really will.

I know those around us don't always understand; I'm not sure how they can, I don't know that I can expect them to when I don't understand it myself at times. I would hope they could still try to be supportive though in the process as best as they can, for not knowing, really, how can they? Ask for what you need and take good care of yourself right now.

Does the pdoc know that this is going on or only T? If not, I would call to let the pdoc know. I would verify w/ pdoc that you have to wait this out 2 more weeks at this stage; you may have already and I have misunderstood.

Really hang in there! Thinking about you. Lots of hugs.