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Old Sep 28, 2010, 01:35 PM
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ty so much for sharing this.

All I can say in a nutshell is this:

I too remember a time when I was outgoing and loved people.

Deep down I still am.

But fear was put in me somehow---don't really recall when.

Now I am too afraid to interact in any way.

I relate to that struggle---wanting so badly to reach out and be part of and simply being so restrained that I simply can't do it.

ty again,

Billi
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Thanks for this!
Onward2wards, sandy4029