ty so much for sharing this.
All I can say in a nutshell is this:
I too remember a time when I was outgoing and loved people.
Deep down I still am.
But fear was put in me somehow---don't really recall when.
Now I am too afraid to interact in any way.
I relate to that struggle---wanting so badly to reach out and be part of and simply being so restrained that I simply can't do it.
ty again,
Billi
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