Madi,

I think at times you are that soft shoulder I spoke of

I was afraid my troubles struck too much of a cord with you. I am comforted by your comments.

I've never made it past the front door of the T. I have bailed more than once. Scheduling and sometimes even calling to make the appointment is tough for me. I am never ever alone = work/home. Yes, I could go to my car and call with my cell. The last time I called the receptionist sounded like she was in worse shape than I was so I took a pass....again. I know, on that I gave up too easy. Not my norm.

So far I have not offered anything to assist my daughter but she and the kiddies are always on my mind. She has made NO attempt to contact me...maybe she knows I'm not up for contributions. I guess there more ways to parent than $$. I hope she makes it on her own. She will feel so much better about herself if she does.

Puts me in a funk though.