before T went away at beginning of the month, I got up my nerve and asked if she might leave me a message that I could listen to while she was gone. She left me one - but a few days earlier than I had hoped - and my cell deleted her message last week.

So I was sitting here feeling the hours very long until I can see her tomorrow, and and just thinking how nice it would be if she called and left me a message today, now that she's back.

She did. She is not feeling well and has cancelled tomorrow's appointment. I am pencilled in for an appt another whole week out.