thank you all for takin the time to read and for your input. I've been to the citizens advice bureau and they are helpin me. They are going to write to the ppl i owe money to. I owe money to my friends mum who i live with. I've not been able to pay my full rent and so i owe her money. I owe my mum money and my grandma. I didn't ask my gran to lend me the money she jus wrote me a check and said to jus pay her back when i was back on my feet. The thing is tho i don't know when that will be! I've been off work for 14 weeks with broken ankles an now i'm not sure i can go back to work! I hate being off work, i'm not one to sit around doing nothin unless less i'm really depressed, but now, i know it sounds stupid but i'm petrified of going back to work, the thought of it makes me feel sick and anxious and i don't know why! I really don't know if i can go back to work even tho i want to! Has anyone else felt this way?