miss laura, that took courage to reach out for help. i hope you will keep the appointment on the 5th. i know for me it was hard to reach out for help too, but i am so grateful i did. yes, they will be able to help you and will keep you safe. try not to worry about your family right now. you just take care of yourself. you are stronger than u realize cause you already have reached out to get the help you feel you need.please let us know how it goes. we care.