okay well i dont fall under that then. but i dont really know whats up and why im suddenly feeling/acknowlaging this hate. kind of odd, though i dont feel bad about it really. i do however feel bad that i said it all to my friend and freaked her out... i talk to her today about it and she said shes not mad or anyhing about it, but she thinks im more scary than sweet now. understandable really. but whatever, ill keep everyone thinking im sweet