Maybe I should just leave. I get really freaked out when I look at what I have posted and see 0 responses to everything. I look at other people's posts and everyone responds.

I am really hurting and in pain and I have no one else.

I can't stop crying, ok? I can't do much of anything. This is all I have. This and my dog.

I can't control what you write back or what you think but I am considering leaving because sometimes it is hard to see no responses. Like today.

It hurts very very very badly. I am sorry I can't give back right now.