Thanks guys.
I spoke to my pdoc about 2 weeks ago and she told me to wait before making a decision. We need to know if the Lamictin is working, or if a second drug was introduced, we'd never know if it was the second drug helping...?
I told T in our session on Thurs I was battling. Then sms'd her the following Tues - while I was doing my BEST to not contact her between sessions. She said I should take Wed and Thurs off, and when she sees me Thurs, she can officially book me off.
Trying to survive on my Klonopin, and yes, am stupidly in the office today.
Took a great sleeping tab (Zopiclone) last night, and by 7:45 was snoring. hehe. So I've had 10 hours of sleep.
Listening to my iPod to cope and hopefully not feel too much.
When i get into the dark place, I normally make a last reach out to Christian music - so I know when things are getting bad.

Thanks for your much need support - it is much appreciated!