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I am also overwhelmed hun? I just can't seem to stop the feeling of the way?!! I tend to over react in alot of ways. Ugh!!! I hate life in general and. It's so difficult for me to stay calm as much as? I can to do anything right!!!!!! I just want to have my depression to leave me and go somewhere else? Ugh!!!! I've been hurt,scared worried,confused and put down very badly for way too long now? Grrrrrrr!!!!!! I just want to feel appreciated by only a wonderful person and. It's so difficult anyway but hmmm!!! I'm not going to give up that easily and have him win anything. OMG!!!! I just really hate it so much though? It's so surreal and heart breaking and crazy too!!!! I could just be having a bad dream and when. It's the beginning of a new day? I'll get up and breath a *Sigh* of *Relieve* It's really gotta be this way for me.