((tangodream)) - I'm sorry you're not well. You're not a failure just because you have mental illness or physically sick. ATM you sound physically sick - how high is your fever? Try not to listen to those old tapes from your past.
I used to have many sinus infections. I start using the Neilmed Sinus Rinsing System and also use Nasonex Nasal Sray to prevent future infections. Luckily it's been 1 1/2 yrs since I've had a sinus infection. I hope you feel better soon and don't blame yourself for being sick.