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Old Sep 29, 2010, 09:39 AM
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Originally Posted by Medicated View Post
I survived last night with the klonopin, but I still feel agitated and obsessive and quite grumpy this morning. I have an appointment with the Pdoc on Monday, but I'm thinking I might need to see him sooner if I can get in.

If I were to to go the ER, they'd probably hospitalize me and call it another mixed episode. I can't afford to be hospitalized right now. My school situation is precarious enough as-is, and I'm determined to somehow finish this program. I need this to just go away so I can be fully functional again.

Something isn't right, and I feel like reality is slowly (and thank goodness it's slow) slipping away from me. No hallucinations or anything... yet... but I don't think I'm too far off from that (actually, I think I hallucinated a light and a sound in my room last night that made me sit bolt upright right as I was falling asleep.)

So, I'm going to contact the psychiatrist again and ask him if he can see me sooner. Wish me luck.
As tough as it is to deal with your school situation, try not to put it above your well-being..if you can't see your p-doc sooner or if you feel like it's getting worse - go to the ER no matter what. Please?
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