Oh Lillith! Sounds like your depression is giving you a very rough time right now... Please stay safe. If you have professionals, please give them a call. Or go to the ER if it gets too bad, ok? Please?

Today... Well, a couple of days ago it was "wheeeee" right? Don't know if that's what's going on now, but if so, it's mostly taken the irritable route. Boo hiss! Went to my psych appt. today. She mentioned some possible changes, but I want to put them on hold till next appt. (1 month). I just got off graveyard shifts and onto days and am quite convinced that the weird sleep patterns were wreaking a lot of the havoc, so I'd like to give the new schedule a chance to see if that doesn't iron out a lot of the problems. Think it will. So... home now. Just getting caught up on the forums today. Will work on the costume more (fun!) and make an apple pie (yum!) to make a nice day off.

for everyone whether doing well or not. Empathetic hugs for those whe aren't and celebratory ones for those who are. May the bad things get better and the good things last!