sundog sorry for your bad night. All those symptoms would freak me out to. Anxiety by itself is hard to deal with. Have you discussed with your pdoc what is going on? It sounds like your anxiety is getting the best of you. Maybe they can find something to help wind you down. I hope your appointment with your therapist went well.

lara big hugs to you. It is never easy dealing with depression and the hopelessness that comes with it. I know it is hard to accept right now, but in time these feelings will pass. In the mean time it might be good to talk to your pdoc. You might need a med change.

PT52 sorry you didn't hear back about the job you really wanted. I can relate to the need to doing more then just hanging in there. After a while that becomes unbearable. I hope your job search proves to be fruitful.

thinker glad things are getting better with your classes. Hope you do very well.

frog I'm very sorry to hear you lost the trial against unsupervised visits. I hate that you are having to go through this on your own with no lawyer. Congrats on your upcoming 12th anniversary. Glad you are feeling better physically.

Today I'm a little stressed out. Went with my husband job hunting again today. Haven't heard anything yet so we went to the next county over. I'm scared to death he is not going to find a job with the way the economy is. I probably could get my job back at Hardee's, but that job was so stressful on me. I quit cause I couldn't cope anymore. Probably wasn't one of my best decisions, but I was about ready to have a break down. I probably have a better chance at finding a job then my husband, but I worry about me having one of my mood swings. I just not sure if I'm stable enough. I hate feeling this way like I'm incomputant.