You're right, Amazonmom, I know what safe is, but am I

My life is hell
My thoughts turn toward all the things we can't discuss here
I can't seem to stop crying
All I want to do is sleep
Will I call my pdoc....that is the only one I know the answer to....no
There is nothing he can do to help me
I don't want to go to the hospital and be lead around like pigs to slaughter, I don't want to talk, I don't want to eat, just sleep.
That's all I really want to do is sleep. It makes the pain go away. It makes the world I live in go away.

I don't know if I am safe. No one really cares anyway.
I do know my life right now is a mess.


kebs