The night before T and I can feel myself winding up. Sheesh.. feels so hard to do anything else other than sit and worry, I really don't want to talk with her about anything in depth and I sure don't want to cry again.
So, just for the next hour I'm going to try to put it in hold, knowing I can go back to worrying if I need to, but just for an hour I'm going to take a break.

Somebody remind me- the reason to keep going to T is???