People are inconsistant, disappointing, annoying, selfish, weird, and all sorts of other things...... they are human. I am finally starting to get a handle on the fact that human beings are always going to disappoint me, at least some times, and in some ways. Some try harder than others to be good to others'. I try. I still prefer being alone a lot. Anyway what I know is that only my God is perfect and I try to rely on him/her/it and on myself and know that some people care about me and they try and if they let me down I do get upset but it passes.