I have recently posted a forum describing my relationship with my boyfriend and how i think something was seriously wrong you can read my forum if you scroll down the forum depression page. I have worked out that all the trauma at home and out of home i have experienced through the last couple of years has really effected me and i really need to sort my head out. However it doesn't make the pain go away, still convinced my boyfriend maybe cheating on me or met someone else, still being extremely irritated by my parents however nice they are to me. I cannot forgive any of these people for hurting me in the past and maybe thats what needs to happen for me to become happier what do you all think?