There are some days where I am so discouraged, I feel helpless. When I can think rationally and logically, I know I am not helpless, but today I feel that way. So many things have gone wrong and I hate it. Even the youngers (littles) feel my helplessness and they are scared. It makes them cry which makes me feel even worse. I guess I am just asking for some encouragement which is hard for me to do.

Cris