Am I suppose to post my stuff here and not in chat. So here it goes. I have had depression since I was a kid. I had a home life that was awful. For example my father would not let me call him dad because he didn't want anyone to know that he was my father. My mother cared more about what the neighbours thought than what I thought. The only person that I had was my Gram she died in 95 and to this day I miss her everyday. I have no contact with my family what is the use if I want to feel bad all I have to do is listen to the little voice in my head that already does that. I have 3 kids who I adore and only want the best for. I am just really tired of hurting and always crying. I have no friends because I don't trust anyone. I don't eat my main sourse of intake is Tea. My husband is awsome but I feel like we have this dirty little secret that the rest of the world can't know about. I am afraid to leave my house because I just can't deal with anyone. I just don't care anymore. I just want peace and not sure where to find it. Thank you for letting me rant
Leora