Just sent my T an email about some homework. T emailed back but said that they didnt have their notes with them and could I remind them what the homework was. This fact hit me hard. I dont know why, but it bothered and disappointment me somehow. Its like T doesnt even know who I am really. Just remembers me at appointment time. I feel like T doesnt really care at all. The more I think about it the worst I think. Just caught me by surprise. I have such trust issues already and now I think this will set me back alittle more. I dont know what is real.