Hi my name is Trae and yes I am a kid but I run the body for adults cause kids can do things that grown ups don't know like I can handle pain.
This may be long but it's important and I need to be heard and I need someone to tell if it's ok. I am 7 but well let's say I'm 6 then.
I think a little kid starts out with a whole big self that's really OK and can really be. That can be themselves. They laugh when junk's funny, and just need to run or holler sometimes they feel to much inside. and they get quiet, and watch, and listen wide and deep, really deep too, cuz there's lots to learn in the world
and it's new.
Maybe it's a huge gigantic thing that hurts 'em.
That sets 'em big and hurts 'em bad. Or maybe it's smaller slower junk,,
like a mommy who's always too busy to see the picture that they drawed, or a brother who calls 'em stupid all the time.
But it works the same.
Look, if there's no one there to 'splain it to 'em, to make sure they
understand wrongs happened, and that that wasn't OK,
part of the bigness.
that's the real self gets smaller.
Even though they're in small bodies, I think little kids are way bigger
than grownups. The bigness is the freedom. The freedom inside. That's the self.
But you know what? It not too late when you're a grownup, to go back and look at junk that hurted. .
And find out the truth....
Oh, it takes some hard work, and yes! ...it hurts!...But I'd rather hurt working to get alive, than to spend a whole, long life stuck, and sore.
And hurting anyway...And miss the whole thing!
And not getta even enjoy it...
You weren't bad! You/we/us felt bad. Now we can
'spress those feelings, and get them out. Then you can catch up to
yourselves, and get your true whole living bigness. back
And got your own real living freedom back...
I know I said "you" a lot but I was talking to the grownups.. I just don't know how to write.
thank you for reading and I
wondered if it makes sense?
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later
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