Hope Pumpkin shows up! I don't like the before-the-sun-comes-up thoughts, I think they show up sometimes anyway, no matter how well the meds and/or therapy works. Glad you got a plan and ability to get the meds.

I try to think of solutions to those thoughts/problems too (like you did here with deciding to going and buying the meds again) in the night. Hope you got/get enough sleep/rest well tonight!