northern: anyone can make comparisons about watching someone one you love go thru what your husband. No one can make it easier to do. Lots of hugs..

sundog: hope you feel better IMO, if my doc said more blood work, I'd go ahead and do it..you never know, and it wouldn't hurt to give it a try.

Innerzone: so happy things are going better!

Clive: yay on the 1.5!, I've noticed, too, that getting up earlier makes me more motivated

bandit: positive, calming vibes coming your way

thinker: sounds like you have a lot on your plate, extra hugs for you..have you talked to anyone about getting assistance on your reading? It's been a long time ago, but I once did a semester or two taking notes or recording audio for people with learning disabilities.

me: tired, unmotivated..have a stack of job listings in front of me that I need to apply for. I want to do anything but that..it's so boring and depressing.