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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
I know, I am not lying to hurt them. I am lying to save them from getting hurt. I cant do anything right. I mess everything up.
Ha! Friends wats that again. My 2 closest friends ditched me. So I have made new friends. I dont want to ruin my friendships with them and I dont want to hurt them and get hurt myself. My ex friends really hurt me.
I hope I can get over this. At the moment I am not living a good life. I am floundering. Just need that magic wand which is non existent.
Most of my friends have done research on my illness(s) but its hard to talk to them. Dont want to depress them either.
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I learned something from someone here...when you have destructive thoughts, say STOP! In your head or out loud, whichever works.
If you feel like you're really reaching for that "magic wand",(which is isn't by the way), tell whoever is with you, call your doctor, go to the hospital, whatever works.
I really hope you find a way to see the good in yourself..
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I cant do anything right. I mess everything up.
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I know you can do
some things right, and I bet if you think about it, there are plenty of times when you didn't mess things up. None of us is perfect, right?
I hope you get back to a place where things are a little brighter. Remember, we may not know how big the patch is, but we do know we'll eventually move past it.
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Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
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