You know you are all right but the issue here is that if I go on strike no one will do anything and hubby will get stressed feeling like he has to do it all. Kids won't give in. Makes my youngest very grumpy. She tries hard to keep things feeling healthy for her with her OCD.

I do not want to be supermom. I resent it like hell. especially now that I am sick. Brats they are I tell you.

On a serious note, my son can't handle frustration. He acts like a toddler. He has bipolar and I think he does not take good care of himself. But he will not listen to mom.

And kids are so damned frustrating. I called him and asked what he was doing so we could plan for dinner and he said he would be home soon. Now I call him to see if he can pick up meds for sister and he tells me that he and girlfriend are going for chinease food.

So, the secret here is ZEN. I must be in harmony with what I am doing. I will work on not feeling resentful. I will do these things because I enjoy them. I will clean my home because a tidy home makes me feel better.

I don't do their laundry, they do, and today is the second day it is sitting in the living room unfolded in baskets.

We were only washing our dishes and cleaning up our own messes when we let the sink fill and fill and fill. We had no pots or pans left.

I am working on inner peace, wish me luck. Thanks all