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Originally Posted by sundog
I'm glad you got to see your pdoc and that he thinks this can be managed on an outpatient basis for now. I really hope that increasing the Abilify helps quickly. And it's good to hear that the Klonopin is doing it's job. Good luck with your psychologist on Monday!  |
Thanks. I hope the med changes work quickly too.
...I have the bottle of klonopin sitting on the table in front of me, tempting me to take it all. 58mg sitting there, beckoning me. I won't do it, but ohhhhhh how I want to. I know it would just be a pathetic cry for help that would seriously traumatize my family. They don't deserve that.
It's still enticing though.
I gave my psychologist the contact information for my psychiatrist, and I hope they'll be in touch before my appointment on Monday. I would love to have them working together on this, since I think my t-doc can share some insights that the p-doc may not be able to pick up in our brief visits.
Sad thing is, I kind of want to be hospitalized. It can be a calm escape from the pressures of everyday life. Trouble is, those pressures build up to a disastrous state on the outside by the time you're released.
I'm not well, but I'm not quite sick enough to run away from it all...