Thank you guys for trying.

I am so tired I can barely stand up...I am scared.

I shut down for 9 months...went nuts...my body is a mess. I had health problems before. Now I am very worried.

The amount of medication I am on scares me. I am on Nystatin for parasites (parasitic fungal yeast in my intestines that has spread - it's called Candida albicans and can become systemic (contributes to chronic fatigue and all sorts of health problems)- I was first diagnosed 3 years ago - its the same thing that causes yeast infections but mine was not detected fast enough), klonopin, Ambien, headache medicine...

I am so weak it scares me.

Everything scares me.