I have borderline personality disorder. There are times that when I have to call the crisis line at my counseling center I don't think they take me seriously because for awhile I was calling every day. I have now come to a realization that when I need attention I can say I need attention and I'm not getting it instead of going to the ER or calling the crisis line. I was very embarrased today when I had to go the ER for an asthma attack that everyone there knew me. They all commented well its been awhile since we've seen you and I think I turned several shades of red. I don't like having this reputation in the hospital but I figure that's the lot I was dealt with in life and I need to learn to deal with it. If you ever need to talk to some one PM me.

Jbug