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yep but more in the past than now. i found it mentally exhausting to pretend...did that before i was dx'ed. now when i'm out of sorts i tend to withdraw until it passes except with close friends. why? because there is a stigma being bipolar and i can only be comfortable around friends who care and understand when i am fragile. it is what it is. so i just deal with it when it comes.
and yeah i was believable but at what a high price!!!!
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