Was there so recently.... and boy, you describe it perfectly. I hope just the right thing turns up soon for you.

Today. Hmmm. Actually, pretty down. Apparently the hoped-for mood smoothing out post-nightshift has yet to appear. Woke up for a couple hours before dawn, anxious and depressed. Went for some alprazolam to help get back to sleep. Could barely get out of bed. Thought work (short shift) would be pretty easy and it turned out to be by far the most stressful shift ever, even with it being only 2 hours(!) It nearly broke me. Then had some running around with a time sensitive paperwork thing, *then* had to talk with someone about an upcoming court case as a witness. Ugh. It was good to get some of this **** taken care of, but sheesh, exhausting. Honestly don't know how I got through it, though I did nearly burst into tears when a notary wouldn't notarize my papers. Really shouldn't have seemed such a big deal, as it was do-able just a few doors down(!)... it was just the culmination of all the stress and frustration atop a base of depression. Emotional overwhelm. Been relaxing tonight, but just.... bleh. Going to bed now. This day's been just too much.

Fervently hoping that tomorrow at work is nothing like today was.

sssssssssssss to all...