Well, depends. I mean for me I kinda always know Pauline gonna open her mouth about anything I dare tell her, so why I tell her of all the people whom I loved, my involvements with Cotsanas, and pretty much everything is because she pressures me into it, and it's not like I am risking my safety, so at that m oment in time fear doesn't stop me. And, also because she already knows from going through my stuff, so I figure I may as well admit it, it's the truth, she needs to know the types of people she's around.