So! What came of this is that we didn't even really go near it... well, she appologized about several of the leading factors and that GT would be gone, and how we were both blind sided by that one. She asked me what I wanted to do this coming week and I said nothing - i don't want to see any one else. She let that statement hang. I didn't tell her I had also - angrly- cancelled the following week with GT (while in ****-it mode) ... just like I didn't want to go there and get put in my place.
Thankfully, once we got through some touchy things, we had a really good connection *whew* and there was an email of mine she had wanted to go over (dream) but i reaaaally didn't want that to be the last thing for 3 weeks, so i ept her disatracted =) it worked. Anyway, it felt like a good session to end on until she gets back. She helped me brainstorm something I could do next week - which is already in place - and we are both glad for that. Then she called me next morning from her cell phone - already in another airport line for leaving the country. She wasn't certain she'd get the flight, so I was glad she called and she knows it helps my system from going into shock when i have info straight from her. yay! *whew*. I am thinking there will be no rupture from this. Granted, it's just the first day she's gone... and time moves slow. "I'll be back before either of us know it!", she said. uh, ok. lol She asked me to water her plants while she's gone since I'll be out there for other things. Back to life as usual, I suppose.
((((((((Thanks all!))))))))))