There are definitely times where it is all too much and there seems no hope or no reason to keep on going, you forget what it is like to be happy and enjoy things. It doesn't feel like it, but it WILL get better. That's the nature of BP it goes up and it goes down but it will get better. Sometimes it takes a while and sometimes the pain feels like it is too much...
What keeps me alive in the hard times... my faith in God...