Hi Perna and FeelingSad,

My words finally got through to my husband and he finally listened to me this morning. He was offended when he found out that I joined this forum, saying that I just led him on before by telling him that he's not crazy when in fact by joining in this forum it tells him that I think he's crazy. I'm just so glad that he calmed down after I repeatedly told him that I joined the forum because I wanted to surround myself with positive people who would tell me to hold on to our relationship. I am thankful because he still listens to me even if he's not yet on treatment.

@Perna: Thank you for your wonderful advice, I appreciate it. I really plan on going to a counselor so I would know how to handle my husband and my emotions. It's difficult to do that at the moment, but I promised myself I will. In fact, when my husband is calm we would promise each other that when we're together already, we would go and visit a doctor and undergo treatment together.

@FeelingSad: Thank you so much for the hug...sending a hug your way too. I'm glad someone echoes the same sentiments I have. Let's stay strong all the time. My motto: I will love my husband no matter what...