I don't understand what I did to deserve this...

Ty again for the support. (((((everyone))))))

Someone please suck the pain and whatever this is away. I don't want to be afraid forever.

I am safe now. He has been in prison for a week and he is not coming out. No bail. He can't hurt me anymore. I keep telling myself this....

Maybe this will stop now. The anxiety.

The justice system works. This is the first time he has been put away and at first I felt pain for him, then relief. I am dealing with mixed emotions. I am starting to feel more now. Bad, but at least I can feel something. I just don't want to get sick.