I usually bury my anger. I was a screamer for years, but I learned to stay calm.. I live with extreme stress all the time and I am angry about every source of it. We're on the verge of homelessness because my husband only wants to live on my SSI and not work.I also don't drive and I get tired of not getting where I need to be. Then my close friend and chaplain died 5 days ago. I've begun screaming again. I go to the room alone and just scream and cry uncontrollably.I have to have some relief from the anger, sadness, resentment, regret,or it's going to kill me.I've tried to see my therapist but they won't schedule me till the end of October. I don't believe I'll calm down before that.