I'm doing okay today. I mean I'm trying to cope and tell myself it's just the sickness and hope it all passes. I'm always so tired though and that's hard being that I have kids to take care of. I had a nervous breakdown last week, that wasn't fun at all. I never EVER want to feel that way again. It was really scary. Not fun having this disorder, one reason being that I can't stand loss of control over my own mind at times or the anxious feelings I get. Hard to sleep every night some night worse than others. I feel so alone and misunderstood. This is all such a burdon. I am trying to get on SSI so I hope that works out. I can't work, I have tried for years. I also try the college thing but it's just so hard, everything is though. I just want to be able to live a normal life for once.