The better and more medical records the better chance you will have of collecting ssi (or ssdi). From personal experience I suggest you contact your local MHMR (Mental Health Mental Retardation), they will assess you and help you with medications and seeing a psychiatrist on a regular basis. I am only assuming you live in the U.S.? You can do a google search of your county and the mhmr for instance I live in Tarrant county so I would type in "TARRANT COUNTY MHMR". I can get you some resources if you need the help. Send me a pm if you do and I will be happy to help you find whatever resources are in your area. Good Luck!