Breakfast of champions! (Same here this morning.)

Happy to report that today's shift was just as smooth and stress free as is possible. It was almost like a vacation(!) Lol. Even the weather was cooperative. Thank goodness, because I really needed a confidence/self esteem boost after yesterday.

(Even though I knew yesterday it was trying to perform in a literally impossible situation, still... being yelled at from 3 directions at once with impossible demands and basically being treated like a moron takes an emotional toll! When from one direction they were gesticulating wildly, it's probably just as well they were 1/4 mile away! Lol. Sure wouldn't want to have actually heard them! You know the thing they say about trying to deal with difficult people by picturing them naked or in a ridiculous suit to make them less threatening? Yeah. Wish I could remember it in the moment... it's always later it comes to mind. )

(Re: sleep. Was a bit jump-out-of-bed-y. You know, like 7 times... so took an alprazolam and slept all night. Hard to get up again... Oh well. Still, it's better to sleep well.)

To everyone!

(Added much later... um, seriously people, post! It really does matter. Current status... quite tired. Want vaguely to cry, but no idea why. Just saw some pics of my son on FB and... I don't know. It's just so weird. I don't live there anymore (he's just turned 18) with the divorce and there was never any question that I'd not have him, me not being stable and all... We talk, we love each other, but... I don't know. Maybe it's just that feeling when you're the parent of an 18 year old and worry for them and just don't know how it's all going to come out in the end...when it just looks... well, not entirely encouraging at the moment...)