I shared some really deep things with a friend. Then my friend brought other people I considered friends yet had nothing to do with the situation at hand with the friend I first talked about.....

I am in the process of grieving the loss of a couple 3 good friends..... It is taken all I have to open up and trust.

My heart is in my throat and I feel left by the way side, where no one cares as I am in the rain, left behind because I wasn't good enough. t really really hurts....

Does anyone know what it feels like?

Thanks for anyone choosing to respond, I want to thank you; Crew