Please do not underestimate yourself and your ability to cope or manage yourself and your feelings even when they are at their most intense. You did cope and manage before this man was in your life and so you can do the same now that he is in your life

Being able to rely on someone is most different to depending on them and you are able to release any and all dependence and allow yourself to simply ask for his love and support when you are feeling less than optimum. Tell him that you do not do it to bring him undone, but that it is a symptom of your illness and that it will pass. Explain to him that all he needs do is hold you in his arms and support you with love, kisses of reassurance and understanding

And when you get lower than you expected to, come and read the replies that the loving people have put here for your support and your tears will start to dry and your smile will come out like the sun drying and brightening a rainy day

With blessings of love and support

Morgana

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