{{{{{Wendy}}}}}}}}}}

I'm beginning to think that you are the fly on the wall in my T's office........lol. Deja vu here - wow.

I have lost control over cutting. I used to be able to stop, but lately I can't. Today was a prime example. I look at my arm and I am horrified that I did so much damage, and would have continued if people hadn't gotten too close to my car.

That was actually one of the things that pushed me today - my T's lack of recognition. I thought he didn't believe me or didn't realize how serious this is lately. He does now.

We're going to start trying to understand why I enjoy doing it and how/why I lost control over it. We'll see what happens.

xoxox