do u see a T? i felt this way for so long then i started seeing a T. we started working on why i felt the way i did. i just thought it was the way it would always be. i found with help that i had worth and value. you do too altho right now you can't "see" it. keep trying and know that things can change for you in your life. i know because they did for me and i was hopeless i first.
oh and keep posting. i found it helps and ppl are so supportve here. sending good thoughts your way.... 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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