you keep praying  ...i did and a miracle occurred in my life, justme. i am so sorry there is all that negativity swirling around you at your house.i know it doesn't help the way you feel. but know this...you are of value and worth!!!  stand tall and know you will get better. keep praying...He will answer. ppl who are so unkind...grrr..they don't realize how fortunate they are not to have deep depression. be kind to yourself. little acts of kindness...know that we are here for you  , we're listening, and we care.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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