The pain, hurt and fear never seem to go away. Will they ever go away? I wonder how I can endure having to see this person for the rest of my life. I wish I lived in a place where there was no chance that I would ever have to see them again. I actually have to go somewhere tonight and I know he'll be there. I'm dreading it so so much. I don't know how I'm going to be able to keep on going like this.