I discovered I needed you here on Dissociation Forum.

I didn't want to need you. I am not good at interpersonal inter-dependency with outsiders but am slowly learning that needing people in a healthy way is okay.

I re-discovered I need you still. I forgive myself for not wanting to need you, burning bridges, being stubborn, independent, know-it-all, ignorant and just plain mean.

I hope I can be more interdependent, respectful, open-minded, willing and kind by the grace of god and by looking ahead to all the goodness in store for me and all of you too.

This is most of us
(there is still a bit
of resistance within
goodness knows whose
trust is not working
but will try to find out)

Respectfully,
Hunny
The Hive