Friend...

Remember... You are loved here regardless of where you are on the rollercoaster.

You know... it just occured to me in reading your post that it's like every so often the BP beats up on us over having the BP! If that makes any sense.

Sure sounds like depression is taking you down a very bumpy road right now, amazonmom. It's giving you an UNTRUE view of yourself. You're not silly. Not stupid. Not useless brained. And being a good nurse isn't determined by physical things. You ARE a good nurse because you CARE. I know because over all these months on the forums, it's obvious.
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