I agree, they want me to give up, if for nothing else than if I don't rock the boat, they will never have to account for themselves.

But I have been knocking at the doors, for 3 years now, and it seems they just keep ignoring it. And those who can validate the truth are either gone or are afraid to rock the boat to protect their own situations.

So how do I get them to answer? How do I get believed and taken seriously?

If I start going to the county, it will cause more hostility.

I'm damned if i do and damned if I don't. Ever see that Seinfeld episode where Elaine tries to see a doctor about a rash and is branded "difficult?" That's exactly what's happening, and I"m sure it will follow me to the county too>

I could still use some ideas in fighting this and how to hang in there without any support while i do it.

It's tough, especially since with everything else, I"m in a lot of physical pain because they are not following up on helping me obtain medical and dental care that i deperately need. I'm takinga bout 2400 mg of advil a day just to get by until they help me get the medical care I need, which they have been pussyfooting around with for 3 months now.

Sigh.